Snowmood like Christmas mood

I love Christmas I love the snow the nostalgia but hate the cold and the anxiety the weather brings, will I get to work, will I get the kids to school and get them home again? This was our garden so I wasn’t risking going out in car or having to go back to kids,…

Beating Winter blues

I suffer from depression so every morning is a struggle it’s pitch black outside and my body just wants to listen to my brain that is saying ‘stay in bed in so nice and warm’ so I listen to it after my first alarm and second then finally drag myself out of bed when I…

Halloween Family Fun

Can not believe it is Halloween already where has the summer gone to. I do love autumn but do struggle with the dark mornings set 2 sometimes 3 alarms and switch them all off leaving me with half an hour to get myself and 2 kids out fed and dressed for 9am starts. I need…

Morning struggles life struggles

👀 at the calendar and the clocks go back at the end of the month so driving home in the dark and not wanting to go outside just want to lie in front of the TV no that is so depressing. get some reflective gear #ebay or #wish.com is good for these so cheap great stuff…

Autumn falls

While I love how the colours of the leaves 🍁 change on the trees, the sound of crunching leaves under my feet, kicking leaves and jumping in muddy puddles. It drains me of energy. The lack of sunshine means a decline in VitD and with it my harmones change I get really tired, find it so…

Skinny jeans dilemma

So I pick a pair of jeans out of the wardrobe the other day slide up my legs with difficulty then could not get them up any further than my knees. I was horrified did I not wear these when I was first pregnant with Cara and after there’s no way I’ve put on so…

A week of ups and downs

So winter is definitely setting in finding it so hard to get up every morning, hit snooze button off still can’t get up. This is why I hate the winter I struggle with my energy levels. Witg a better work life balance I get home earlier in the evening so we can all go for…

Back to life, back to reality

This is how I feel sometimes like screaming, just letting go of my stress the costume is actually Cara’s for her tiger birthday September has always been a month a dread getting back to school, homeworks, after school activities, work etc but with Cara being in school I don’t have to get up so early…

New career

So I’m a single mom struggling to pay bills and have a decent life and I thought what’s my passion??? Always been obsessed with my body mostly hating it and starving it. Having suffered from anorexia for most of my life battling the I hate food cause it makes me fat demon on my brain…

Mini me

So I have missed 2 weeks army #aerial class because of my toe I didn’t get to try out on hols so Cara gave it a go she is def going to be good at aerial exercise #minipole We celebrated her first day with a free #babychino @ #roast coffee shop she loved it   

Back to school

Back from holidays feeling refreshed stopped in at the hospital on way home my toe not broken but dislocated ouch had to put back in gas and air laughing then oh my god the pain was like giving birth. Lucky for me the recovery is a lot quicker within a week back in feet just…